I feel like a fool so I'm going to stop troubling you.

I think I just got it back.
That night I was so nervous my heart was in my mouth
I left it in yours
But I got it back.

I slept next to you
I couldn't have gotten any closer
But I still couldn't feel you.
All of yourself got underneath your fingernails
When you were digging holes to hide your secrets.

I asked you why and you said nothing.
I helped you up.
I wish I'd fallen further down.